Hello Friends <3
Sorry that I haven’t been as consistent here recently. Lots of changes were happening and I was trying to adapt and juggle them all. From work to personal life and everything in between. Although I have missed writing and talking with you all, it was nice and much-needed to take a little step back.
Since my last post, I have been taking it a day at a time. Still fresh from a friendship breakup and processing my newfound life without them. I’ll still see their name in my contact list (although I have changed it...we won't talk about what it is here lol not in my Christian Minecraft server - I hope some of yall got that reference lol) and old photos in my phone (should really get around to deleting those) but I no longer feel sad or hurt. I still care about them and always will, but the indifference that I talked about the other week has taken full effect. I was perfectly fine before I knew them, and I sure as hell am doing perfectly fine right now without them. I am focusing on myself and bettering my own mental and physical health. A part of my new routine has been waking up earlier than I have been and going on a long walk around my neighborhood with Phoebe. While exercise has always been a part of our daily routine (heck pheebs chased her own tail for fifteen minutes today lol) there's just something extra special about the nice crisp air, birds chirping, and the sun rising and shining a Lil bit more with each passing minute that really starts each day off just right. We’ll come home and cuddle while I sip on a cup of coffee and go through what my day ahead will look like (mostly consists of work about 80% of the time, who are we kidding lol). And then I’ll head out and make my way to work feeling rejuvenated and refreshed rather than tired and in a rush, like I always used to feel - which was my own doing lol, but hey I have changed it for the better, and am loving it already.
It's crazy to think that I have already been back at Disney for almost two months - time has flown by so quickly. It feels as if I never left as well as if I just started. Almost as if everything was frozen, when in reality a whole year passed by. While the way Disney is operating is a bit different than before - the same ole magic that we all know and love still gets to be experienced. I miss being able to freely go to the parks after work, but my bank account is thanking me lol...welp unless we count a few days ago and that's because I recently got to go on an exciting mission on one of my days off. I can't wait to tell you guys all about it next week🤓 , it was a pretty marvel-ous experience if you ask me 😉. So get ready to hear all about that next Thursday :D and yes you read that right lol, I am back on track and will be posting weekly again - no more Thursdays without my readings for you guys don't ya worry <3
Till Next T Time friends.
Stay happy. Stay healthy. Stay safe.
Take it one day at a time. You’ve got this.
T <3
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